*HaRi KuNiNg & oReN SeDuNia*

Hari Kuning & Oren Sedunia..hahaha..arini kte0rg dak2 pmpn ACD2AD sepakat memakai bju yg brwrna oren ngn kuning..Sam lak xpkai..ape laa Sam ni..xpe2..Sam tlg amek gmbr kte0rg je laa..hehe..ok x gmbr kte0rg??huhu..msti laa ok..dak2 pmpn kelas ACD2AD smuenye c0mel2..nti kte0rg akan pkai bju wrna lain lak taw..tggu je laa.. :D

*HaRi BiRu SeDuNia*

Hari Biru Sedunia..arini dak2 pmpn kelas aku smuenye pakat pkai bju wrna biru..tp x smue laa..ada 2 org x pkai..yun ngn farah..tp yg lain pkai laa..idea ni smuenye dtg dri aku,tiha ngn fatin..haha..tgk laa nti..ari2 lain kte0rg pkai bju wrna ape lak.. :D

*MaJLiS PeRaSMiaN FeSTiVaL KoLeJ 2010*

salam..hye..bersua kembali..arini 22/2/2010..pd jam 8.30mlm..telah berlangsungnya Majlis Perasmian Festival Kolej 2010 di Medan Ilmu, UiTM Machang..smue pelajar kena hadir..s0..aku pegi ngn Nadia & Hana..mula2 smpai 2..aku jln2 dulu..tgk gerai2 yg jual mcm2 brg,mknn,n mcm2 lg laa..tp yg penting,mknn yg paling byk dijual..aku x beli ape2 p0n..beli air je..lps 2..aku,nadia,ngn hana ddk di tmpt yg telah disediakn..mcm2 prsmbhn pd mlm 2..nyanyian,tarian,sketsa,smuenye pelajar2 UiTM yg mmprsmbhknnye..mmg best sgt2..x rugi laa aku pegi..smue VVIP dtg..Pengarah Kampus,Timbalan Pengarah Kampus..untuk makluman smue..FESKO akan brlangsung dr 23/2/2010-27/2/2010..pelbagai aktiviti disediakan..yg aku taw ada pertandingan mkn buah tembikai,tebar r0ti canai,ratu kebaya,tarian antara fakulti,ada artis dtg..tp xtaw laa spe..nti ada jgk rakaman Forum Islam yg akan disiarkan di radio Kelantan f.m..huhu..mcm2 lg laa..mmg best..ni bkn untk pelajar UiTM je..org2 dr luar p0n dijemput hadir..s0..aku hrp FESKO kali ni akan berjln ngn lancar..pd sesiapa yg bertanding..g0od luck..haha..yg aku ni x ms0k ape2 lak..erm..xtaw nk ms0k ape..maybe tgk pelajar lain je k0t..lain kali laa..lgp0n semester lps xde p0n FESKO..atas sbb2 trtntu..s0..bru 1st time..s0..aku tgk2 je laa dulu..erm..ok laa..aku rse setakat ni dulu..klo ada cerita menarik..aku akan st0ry lg..take care..mmmuuuuaaahhh.. :D


*kt atas 2..gmbr aku ngn nadia & hana..hehe..xde keje lain..

*BeRPiSaH DgN FaMiLy*

hye all..tgk tajuk kt ats p0n da taw npe aku kna brpisah ngn family..da tiba mse untuk aku blek ke UiTM Machang..w'p0n mcm2 perasaan ketika ini..aku kna jgk blek..aku ada tggungjwb di sana..aku naik bas tepat jam 9.15pg..bas transnasi0nal..mama,abah,ain yg anta aku kt Hentian Putra..ay0ng xb0le anta aku sbb abg fairuz keje..s0..mama ngn abah yg anta aku..mse da nk naik bas 2..aku x nangis..rse nk nangis..tp xnk laa wt mama ngn abah ssh hati..s0..aku p0n tahan laa air mata ni dr keluar..tp dlm bas aku nangis jgk..ermm..jap je..da jmpe kwn2 kt sne nti..ok laa..hmm..ddk dlm bas slme 8jam..mmg b0ring..tdo,td0 n td0..aku ddk kt sebelah s0rg lelaki cina..haha..slmt hensem..b0le laa cuci mata..aku smpai kt Machang tepat jam 4.30..alhamdulillah..slmt & cpt..2 yg aku hrpkn..pnat sgt2..da laa nk angkt beg s0rg2..mne x pnat..nk blek UiTM,kna laa naik van..aku smpai je kt bilik..zumie p0n smpai..huhu..xde laa b0ring sgt..hana smpai lmbt..dlm kul 5.30 bru die smpai..smpai je bilik..ape lg..kna kemas laa..da abes kmas..rehat..esk kelas da start..rndu nk jmpe ngn my classmates..huhu..k laa..nk 0ut dulu..nti aku st0ry lg..k..tata..mmmuuuuaaahhh.. :D

*LiSteN HeRe*

halooo..ape khabar??sihat x??aku msti laa sihat..ddk kt umah ni..brtmbh2 laa sihat..hehehe..mkn mknn sdap2..dlyn ngn baik..hahaha..ermm..cme aku geram kt s0rg mamat ni..ske2 hati je nk s0und aku..k0 ingt k0 spe nk s0und2 aku??ada laa s0rg mamat 2 die anta mcg kt aku.."nk mntk s0mething,b0le x??"..aku tnye laa..nk mntk ape??lme ckit bru die bls..aku x ingt laa ape yg die anta..aku ingt ckit2 je..sbb aku da delete smue mcg die..die ckp ngn aku.."tlg jgn pksa2 die..tlg jgn trlalu obses ngn die..tlg jgn k0ngk0ng die.."huh..weyh,hell0..ble mse lak aku trlalu obses ngn k0,huh??tlg ckit..k0 ingt k0 spe yg aku nk obses ngn k0..perasan je lebih..weyh,ingt blek laa..spe yg cri spe..aku x cri k0 p0n..k0 yg sibuk mcg aku blek,asal??lps 2 k0 nk s0und2 aku lak..weyh,aku xkn kacau org kl0 org 2 x kacau aku..skrg ni..k0 yg kacau aku..s0..aku kacau laa k0 blek..da lme x c0ntact aku..tiba2 lak nk mcg aku blek..asal???aku x suruh laa k0 kacau aku..s0..listen here..fr0m n0w on..please d0nt disturb me again..and i wont disturb u..that's what u want,right??s0..i will d0 that..i am seri0us..s0..next time..d0nt u dare t0 s0und2 me again..because i really2 d0nt like it..huh..tensi0n!!hahaha..lega ckit da luahkn kt cni..k laa..smpai cni dulu..tata..mmuuahh.. :8


p/s:t0 this guy..i h0pe u read this..

*aHaD*

arini..bgn je pg2..after s0lat..td0 jap..mama tnye nk g pasar tani x??aku mmg nk pegi..rndu gle nk g pasar tani..hehe..s0..ngn hati yg malas ni..aku p0n gagahkn diri pegi pasar tani ngn mama..lgp0n next week xb0le g da..kelas da start..ermm..da2..mls nk ckp psl kelas lg..aku g pasar tani..slalunye aku beli mknn kegemaran aku..ker0p0k lek0r..mmg kl0 aku g..tiap2 mggu aku beli ker0p0k lek0r..aku mmg ske sgt2..lg 1 yg aku kna beli..adalah..air tembikai susu..huhu..sdap weyh..klo xdpt minum air 2..rse lain je..da lme aku x minum..nikmatnye..TUHAN je yg taw..sdap!!aku ngn mama beli mknn untk mkn pg je..lgp0n rmai yg x niaga..maklum laa..cuti rye cina..asma p0n x niaga..ingtkn b0le laa jmpe ngn die..rndu taw sme kamu..haha..x rndu sgt p0n..huhu..blek 2 mcm biase..on9 je laa..da kt k0lej bkn on9 slalu p0n..s0..cuti ni on9 lme2 ckit..dr kul 9 smpai kul 12 tgh ari..da laa aku x mandi lg..mama bising..s0wh aku g mandi..jap lg aku nk g umah kak m0m0..yay me..dpt mkn nasi ayam..lps z0h0r..aku,mama n ay0ng g laa umah kak m0m0..ain x g..ape lg..g dating ngn pkwe die laa..x abes2..x b0san ke asyik jmpe??huh..smpai umah kak m0m0 dlm kul 3..smpai2 je mkn laa..byk jgk aku mkn..lps gian..da laa sdap..ada 1 g0od news..kak m0m0 pregnant..alhamdulillah..lps ni rafiq ada laa adik..i am happy..hahaha..aku lak yg happy..wat ape..yelaa..happy laa tgk 0rg lain happy..dlm kul 5..kte0rg p0n blek laa..haha..mcm biase laa..da knyang..blek je..ermm..blek 2..mmg knyang gler..mls nk wat smue bnda..haha..erm..k laa..smpai cni dulu..tata..mmuuaahh.. :D

*HuHu*

hye all..huh..xtaw laa cmne perasaan aku skrg ni..rse geram,mrh,sakit hati..aku xtaw nk tulis ape sbnrnye..tp aku nk ckp yg mulai dr saat ni..aku xkn benarkn diri aku mencintai mne2 lelaki & aku xkn benarkn mne2 laki cinta kt aku..aku da x sgg0p laa nk kecewa lg..npe aku je yg nk ske kt org tp org 2 x ske kt aku p0n..aku da mls da..bt0l ckp hana..akan ada s0rg lelaki yg dtg dlm hidup kte untuk selama2nya..tp skrg bkn msenye..skrg ni aku kena study rajin2..aku akan buktikn kt smue org yg aku b0le..lg 1..aku xnk fikir psl cinta da..biar laa die dtg sndri dlm hidup aku..biar laa lelaki yg dtg dlm hidup aku 2..syg & cintakn aku smpai bila2..yg paling penting..die terima aku dgn seadanya..INSYAALLAH..1 ari nti..ape2 p0n..skrg ni aku nk stdy dulu..2 lg penting..aku nk bahagiakn mama ngn abah dulu..aku x bahagia..xpe..asalkan parents aku bahagia..d0a2kan laa yg aku b0le wat ape yg aku hajati ni..aku xkn benarkan diri aku mencintai mne2 laki lg..2 yg paling bag0s untuk diri aku..wish me luck,k??k laa..see u later..tata..mmuuaahh.. :D

*FiNaLLy*

finally..the title f0r t0day..finally..i am h0me..miss my family s0 much..especially fifi and haikal..thanks GOD..fifi and haikal knal aku..makngah mereka..hehehe..suka taw..aku ingt die0rg x knal aku daa..biase laa dak2 kecik ni..mcm cuti last semester..haikal x knal aku..tp skrg da knal..maybe sbb die knal suara aku k0t..yelaa..time aku call mama..haikal dgr suara aku..s0..1week ni aku akan jge die0rg..xpe2..erm..aku smpai stesen bas hentian putra pukul 5.30pg td..smlm nk taw x bas brtolak pukul bpe??spt0tnye kul 10 tp kul 11 bru brt0lak..tensi0n aku mnggu..bas yg kul 11..kul 10 da smpai..lg laa geram..tp nk wt cmne..sbar je laa..rmai laa stdnt yg blek smlm..rmai sgt2 org kt stesen bas..smuenye cuti..pulang ke umah msing2..tggu pnye tggu smpai jgk bas yg dnti2kn..ms0k je bas..sempitnye tmpt ddk kte0rg..yg kesiannye..hana laa..org yg ddk dpan die 2 laki bangsa ape ntah..jatuhkn kerusi sbb die nk td0..s0..hana nk ddk p0n ssh..aku tk0t nk tegur laki 2..mne laa taw nti die wt ape2 kt aku..hana..s0ri laa..sbb x tlg hana..tp hana ttp sbar..i am n0t a g0od friend,right??huhuhu..ape2 p0n..hana mmg baik..aku x tlg die..tp die byk tlg aku..s0..aku skrg ada kt umah..pnat sgt2..smpai2 je..mandi puas2..sbb kt uitm xde air..lps mandi,mkn..lps 2 td0 smpai kul 2ptg td..ngant0k weyh..haha..mlm ni ay0ng da ckp nk pnjam my lappy..s0..aku p0n on9 fb n update bl0g ni..mlm ni x b0le laa 0n9..tp xpe..bg ay0ng chance lak..sian die da lme x on9 fb die..s0..mlm ni aku nk siapkn assignment2 aku yg byk 2..aku nk siapkn 2 essay yg Miss Zurina ask me t0 d0..mlm ni aku akan pstikn essay ni siap..s0..ok laa..smpai sini dulu..nti i update lg..g0nna miss my classmates,my r0omates n my bl0g..see u..tata..mmuuaahh.. :D



p/s:kt atas 2 gmbr kelas ACD2AD..ok x??hehehe.. :D

*SePaNJaNg MiNggU iNi*

hye all...miss my bl0g s0 much..s0ri cause da 1week x update..as usual..busy ngn kelas..k0 brassband..mcm2 laa..lg2 laa mggu ni mggu last..nk cuti rye cina..1week cuti..best jgk laa..akhirnya dpt blek umah..smue lecturer bg byk sgt2 assignment..tensi0n weyh..lg 1..bkn setakat assignment..siap bgtaw lps cuti..ada test,kuiz..n mcm2 laa..s0..cuti kali ni bkn cuti nmenye..kna siapkn keje yg byk 2 n kna stdy..w'p0n mls..tp aku kna jgk stdy..aku nk dpt g0od result this semester..s0..i need t0 study hard..mcm org ckp..brssh2 dahulu..brsnang2 kemudian..biar laa aku ssh2 dulu..mne taw akan dtg aku akan senang..d0a2kn laa untk aku..mggu ni last jmpe kwn2 kelas..ACD2AD..i will miss all of you..slmt da dpt gmbr kelas..cntik taw gmbr kelas...yg psti..gmbr aku mnjd..2 yg paling pnting..hahaha..nti aku ms0kkn gmbr kelas aku taw..kl0 k0rg nk tgk..kt faceb0ok aku ada..biase laa..dak2 kelas aku 2..cpt je ms0kkn gmbr kelas kte0rg..rndu sgt laa 2 k0t..hehe..ape2 p0n..thanks..huhu..lps cuti ni byk sgt2 aktitviti..ada FESKO,test n kuiz..byk taw..aku kna camping..ni lg tensi0n aku dgr..tp xpe laa..ada jgk aktiviti..xde laa b0ring..hmm..mggu ni kt uitm xde air..mmg mggu ni mggu tensi0n..da laa byk assgnmnt..air lak xde..ssh weyh xde air..aku smpai 2 ari x mndi taw..air xde start ari selasa..pg sblm pegi kelas 2 smpat laa aku mndi..bas0h bju..blek je kelas..mmg da xde air..x smpat nk smpan air..Tuhan je taw cmne perasaan aku n dak2 uitm mse 2..mse 2 laa bru taw bahawa pntingnye air..s0..ada pgjarannye..kte kna brjmat..tp bkn sbb ape..ada ape ntah yg r0sak..s0..die0rg tgh baiki..mntk2 lps cuti ni da ada laa air smpai ble2..d0a2kn laa ye..erm..k laa..smpai sini dulu..nti i update lg ye..tata..mmuuaahh.. :D


p/s:tiap ape yg trjd..ada hikmah di sebaliknye..w'p0n aku x mndi 2 ari..best taw..ni laa pengalaman..ianya xdpt dbeli ngn duit..alhamdulillah..aku dpt tempuhi ujian ni ngn slmt.. :D

*TeNSioN*

tensi0n..that's the w0rd that can describe me right n0w..i d0n't kn0w why..i feel s0 tensi0n..there's a l0t of thing that i think right n0w..ab0ut myself..my study..my r0omate..n s0me0ne..but i d0n't want t0 st0ry ab0ut 's0me0ne'..he is n0thing in my life starting fr0m n0w..i want t0 f0rget him..i really2 want t0 d0 that n i h0pe that i can d0..ab0ut myself..i am n0t feeling well right n0w..i n0ticed it yesterday..i feel like i want t0 g0 back t0 my h0me..i need my family right n0w..i kn0w that when i am with my family..i will get better..huhu..ab0ut study..i d0n't kn0w what t0 say..all subject that i learn n0w..f0r me..it was s0 difficult..especially my fav0urite subject..FAR 150..i am trying t0 understand what madam teach me..in my r0om..i am still asking my r0omate and ask her t0 teach me..thanks t0 hana..u help me..i am s0 happy..at least i understand it even n0t all..it is okay..there is still a l0t of time..i kn0w that i can d0 well in my final later..i need t0 c0nfident with myself..my family and my friends..they give me a supp0rt..and i need t0 d0 well and c0nfident..this semester..i will maintain my result..i want t0 get dean list..wh0 know that i will get 4.0 f0r my p0inter..wh0 knows??i have a pr0blem with my r0omate..i d0n't want t0 tell all of u..that is my secret..but 1 thing is..i want t0 tell her that i am s0 s0rry f0r what had happened..i kn0w that was my fault..i admit it..i am n0t g0ing t0 d0 it again..if u d0n't want t0 f0rgive me..it is okay..it is up t0 u..u have the right..but i am here n0t f0r all this..i am here t0 study,study and study..that's it..i h0pe that all my pr0blem will s0lve as s0on as p0ssible..i h0pe that every0ne will pray f0r me..i think that's en0ugh f0r n0w..tata..mmmuuuuaaaaahhhh... :8


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-i am n0t g0od in english especially writing..but i am trying t0 write it in english-

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i l0ve s0me0ne..but..
i kn0w that i can't get him 2 be part of my life..
he has s0me0ne else..
i d0n't kn0w is that true or n0t..
but..
i think it's true..
i accept it..
even i can't accept it actually..
but..i can't d0 anything..
he can l0ve who he want 2 l0ve..
because he has the right..
i can only d0 1 thing..
just pray f0r his happiness..
if he happy..
i will feel happy t0o..
it's okay if my heart is br0ken..
i just want 2 see him happy with s0meone that he l0ve..
i h0pe that guy will happy f0rever and ever..


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